Im so stressed my head is on protest. Fighting against the world and what they have me becoming. It seems as if im losing who I am to this world. Like everyone around me is changing or im changing and everyone around me is staying the same. Life seems to always getting worse before better. I need an outlet an escape from this unknown kingdom. I need a place where its just mine, im alone in it and I call it for my self. So many times Ive invited people in to my life that have just left. Ive let in lover friends and family members that just left me on the side of the road. But, trust is suppose to be given. But for me its never given in return.